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stolen from a wise and very thinkative friend..   
01:33pm 03/01/2004
mood: indescribable
(i'm taking a risk and making it public...)

"Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, a rant, song lyrics, random video game quotes, recommendations (for music, games, anime, and the like) - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. You can even post schfiftyfive times.
Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say."

go ahead everyone, tell me your deepest darkest secrets. anonymously. tell me how much you hate me, or maybe how much you love me. song lyrics? you know i'll love them. quotes from anything? you know i'd love that too. anything you want.
other than that. go away. i have a head ache. and i've been bitchy since i got up. so you probly don't wanna talk to me...

..always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore...

(13 hopeless romantics | sing me a song)

..where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story....   
12:28am 30/12/2003
mood: indescribable
i have been taking quizzes lately..

You're just a broken doll...the depressed beauty,or
at least, that's your opinion...excluding the
beauty part of course. You don't see your own
beauty,but rather, are appaled by it. A
million people could stand on a soap box,
preaching to you about your goodness, your
beauty, and you purity, but you would ignore
them, taking there truths for granted. You're
more likely to slit your wrists than recognize
all th love people feel for you...so, all that
makes is a shell of what once was, and what
could be again.

What Kind of Person Are You?
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..in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sies fly over me...

(sing me a song)

i forgot again...   
02:49pm 17/11/2003
oh yea! and btw...

7 days!!!

(4 hopeless romantics | sing me a song)

it went up.........   
11:19am 02/11/2003
mood: contemplative

(sing me a song)

i LOVE Newsies   
10:54pm 01/11/2003

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I am Boots!
I'm one of the smaller Newsies, but certainly a somewhat popular newsie. After all, when Jack goes to Brooklyn to see Spot, he takes me with him, and the others let me ride on their shoulders. I can't stand blood, but I'm good at beating up old goons. I spend time looking for good marbles to shoot and I'm generous (or eager to please) because I let Spot have some. I'm nice and have a good heart.

Which Newsie are you?
...Quiz by Dara.</td>

great great movie. Newies is a great movie...

(sing me a song)

i decided to take some quizes over again....   
06:47pm 01/11/2003
mood: bored
You&apos;re Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Are you NASTY or NICE?

Quiz made by Angela

Schizotypal:Very High
Borderline:Very High
Dependent:Very High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Your Ideal Guy Is

Who's Your Ideal Disney Guy?
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Jessica Rabbit

Which Disney Chick Are You?
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ok, i think thats enough for now.

"...these cuts run deep these scars are permanent and always on display..."

::hic up::

(sing me a song)

"..i hate eveyrhting about you, why do i love you..."   
05:25pm 30/10/2003
mood: cold
i have been a having a rough past few days. but today was pretty good. i dont feel like typing at all. i might be getting otgether with sarah tomorow. yay! well, call me if you want. i feel like talking.

"friendship is the gold thread that ties hearts together"

(sing me a song)

....such a good mood....   
10:01pm 27/10/2003
mood: satisfied
My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
choralqueen goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as a black cat.
foom1122 tricks you! You get a broken balloon.
wowzaz tricks you! You get a moldy pretzel.
glittergirl197 gives you 17 yellow strawberry-flavoured gummy worms.
modivateme126 tricks you! You lose 12 pieces of candy!
0akerz_r0ck gives you 4 blue grape-flavoured gummies.
cinq gives you 19 mauve cola-flavoured jelly beans.
eyes_of_blue tricks you! You get a used tissue.
invisiblegirl31 tricks you! You get a broken balloon.
xxpoprocksxx tricks you! You get a used tissue.
agentxoo13 gives you 12 red-orange mint-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
choralqueen ends up with 40 pieces of candy, a broken balloon, a moldy pretzel, a used tissue, a broken balloon, and a used tissue.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

you guys are all mean to me. all of you tricking me. damn you.

(2 hopeless romantics | sing me a song)

...wow, that was so much fun...   
11:18am 26/10/2003
mood: giggly
the dance last night was so much fun. more fun than i thought it would be. not much that should be talked about here. but yea.

haha, look at the mood, it says giggly, giggly is a funny word...lol..

(1 hopeless romantic | sing me a song)

01:22pm 25/10/2003
mood: contemplative
what do they really think of you by purple
lj name
your best friend thinksyou fancy him
your family thinkyou sing like an angel
strangers thinkyou'll sleep with them
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

thats very interesting. and maybe very true. kinda creepy... do you think they get these things straight from your journal? cuz i never really knew..

(1 hopeless romantic | sing me a song)

09:54am 25/10/2003
mood: weird

im making my journal friends only, so i fyou want me to add you, leave a comment, or IM me or something, just make sure i know...

(1 hopeless romantic | sing me a song)

03:07pm 23/10/2003
What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch
Your LJ username
Your real name
Your sex
Your age
Your last words will be..."this pain it'll go away soon, right?"
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

bye dudes..

(sing me a song)

i dont know whats going on...   
02:58pm 23/10/2003
mood: confused
im just always in such a bad mood. im always mad at people. and i wanna scream things at you but i cant. i promised a friend not to say a word. so i cant prove you wrong. i hate you. but miss you still. maybe i am sick of you. and maybe it is just that i miss having someone there. i dont know what the hell is going on. all i ahve to say is that drama rocked today. i got to be a colostraphobic girl stuck in an elevator with martha ben and LJ and then LJ decided to pick me up on his shoulders and i SCREAMED "IM AFRAID OF HEIGHTS!!!" and that was just for the improv, even though i really am afraid of heights. it was so much fun. chemistry was ok. i talked to cassie, and becky, and nicole...
gym kinda sucked..
select was fun but i was a bit upset...
i saw amber and amanda at the end of the day and before drama. they are cool. lunch was weird. i dont realy know what was going on. i lost myself.
i came home and put on "Bad Day" by Fuel. just like i did yesterday. and the day before. and the day before. i dont feel good. i have a stomache ache... and a head ache. i have been so light headed. "Bad Day" is on repeat. i love this song...

"...and she swaers there's nothing wrong i hear her playing that same old song...."

(3 hopeless romantics | sing me a song)

jsut another ordianry day.......its ordinary in my life..................   
05:39pm 21/10/2003
mood: crushed
i dont know whats wrong with me today. i thought i was ok. and i was ok during drama. i felt like crap during select and gym. especially gym... and then i was good in drama. pissed during lunch. and then i was ok in chemistry until cassie asked me what was wrong with me today... i guess i was kind aok after school. i stayed after for concert chorus.
drama was awesome today. i almost got to be a nun with gina. but then the bell rang. damn bell. that would have made my day.
i dont feel good. i dont know why. and yet again. same song. great song. i love this song. i was repeating stuff during gym. it didnt really help. but it kinda did. gym sucked today. i wish i could pretend it didnt happen...

"...and she swears there's nothing wrong, i hear her playing that same old song...."

(2 hopeless romantics | sing me a song)

i had such a horribly terrible day.....   
10:31pm 20/10/2003
mood: crushed
"Had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
She left a note and said 'I'm sorry, I had a bad day again'
Spilled her coffee, broke her shoelace
Smeared the lipstick on her face
Slammed the door and said 'I'm sorry, I had a bad day again'

And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me up and puts me on

And had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
She left a note it said 'I'm sorry, I had a bad day again'

And she swears there's nothing wrong
i hear her playing that same old song
she put me up and puts me on

Oh i had a bad ady again
she said i would not understand
she left a note it said 'im sorry i had a bad day again'
she left a note it said 'im sorry i had a bad day again.'

(sing me a song)

i got socks....   
10:22pm 20/10/2003
mood: crappy
GreenDay11588: pom pom socks rock

GreenDay11588: i was cleaning my room and i found socks with stars on them
GreenDay11588: i was like "when did i get these?"
GreenDay11588: lol
t o r nxmemories: omg, i want socks with stars

t o r nxmemories: omg, i should find you green day socks

i love alissa. i havent talked to her in so long until now....its good to have her back.

(1 hopeless romantic | sing me a song)

08:03pm 20/10/2003
mood: crushed
just got back from wal*mart. i needed sneakers. and i got some. so ill be wearing sneakers tomorow for once in my life. it was weird to try and walk in them. and i learned something today. i can control tears. woo. go me. at least. i can sometimes. i saw emily in wal*mart. it was nice to se emily again. i havent seen her in so long. i luv emily. yea. so i got sneakers and socks. and i now have two pairs of socks with pom poms on them. they are so great. yea. so i guess im feeling a little better. i decided to block things out of my mind. and as long as i dont talk about anything for a while. i think might be alright. alrighy then. bye bye dudes..

"..she slammed the dorr and said im sorry i had a bad day again..."

(1 hopeless romantic | sing me a song)

i want my movie...   
04:18pm 20/10/2003
mood: crushed
there are two movies that i wanna watch right now. number one being Alice in Wonderland which i lost and can not find. and number two being Newsies which i let brittney borrow.
those are my two comfort movies..

i had a really bad day.
didnt finish my English homework, or my History homework. i couldnt concentrate on it.
i was a tearing in English.
i was crying in History.
cried even harder during lunch.
some guys talked to me during lunch though...

everything i think about reminds me of something. and it all makes me cry. i miss you. but i just can't do it.
mr. szynkowicts "hit the nail on the head" (as quoted by Sarah). and that deffinately didnt help. this was after i came back from the bathroom with sarah. she wanted to get me out of the class. thanks a bunch sarah.

maybe it isnt because of what i thought. maybe i am just afraid of letting go. but whatever it is. it needs to leave me alone. because it's making my life worse.

i overall dont.feel.good.

"..and she swears there's nothing wrong, i hear her playing that same old song..."

(6 hopeless romantics | sing me a song)

i could never get mad over such a thing as love...   
03:56pm 19/10/2003
mood: crushed
i hate you. you were wrong. you lied to me. and i know this for a fact...

(2 hopeless romantics | sing me a song)

"..because all the lies we've been living through are becoming very clear..."   
09:20pm 17/10/2003
mood: indescribable
hey everyone. im ok...i guess. i've been having a rough two weeks. not much sleep. im taking the PSATs tomorow. and i think im doing communtiy service stuff later that day.

i really wish this stuff would end. i just wish you would leave me a lone for a little while longer. everytime i talk to you all these thoughts come rushing back to me...

"...accepting all the things that you were trying to hide..."

(1 hopeless romantic | sing me a song)